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  • On the spot

    Darkness is something amazing.

    It gives you so much room. Room to feel, to expand. To grow. It's like infinite space.
    Darkness is the one thing that probably makes me feel more awake than anything else.
    It makes my brain work in a different manner it does during daytime.
    I enjoy darkness so much, I sometimes wonder if I'm a bit weird like that.
    I could sit in the dark for hours.
    Actually, that's what I do, most of my evenings.
    Like now.
    V for Vendetta is on at BBC3 but I've seen it so many times that I've turned the volume off and watched youtube videos of Dúné instead.

    This post is being written by me right now (which on my clock, is 22:48pm), right here on the blog.co.uk website.
    I never do that.

    Usually I write in word and then just copy it.
    On the spot writing.

    Someone should do that as an event. Open to the public. Just sit down and write. A bit like an exam, but without rules. Everything goes. As long as it's words.
    I like that idea.

    I'm trying to find an interesting and well-written quote about darkness to post here, but all I get is negativity. Darkness as an undesirable state of mind or soul, as the thing to avoid and where one hides all those filthy secrets and dark traits of the own soul.
    I think darkness is a very desirable state!
    Maybe not darkness itself, but the act of feeling comfortable in it. And please don't get me wrong here, I am not using darkness as a metaphor, but merely using it for what it was intended for - to describe the lack of light.
    And that is not at all a bad thing - in darkness, my eyes can finally open up fully, without having to avoid that irritating direct light, I can relax, I can let go of everything and let my spirits and thoughts flow and fly. In darkness they are free to go wherever they want to go. There is nothing holding them back.

    Whereas some might see darkness as a space where they can discover what they think is naturally abnormal and wrong, I merely see it as an opportunity to reach out just that bit more than usual. Go further. Think outside the box.

    A poet is a nightingale, who sits in darkness and sings to cheer its own solitude with sweet sounds.
    -Percy Bysshe Shelley

    Not exaclty the quote I was looking for, but I think it's a very sweet one.

  • Out with the old and in with the new

    I think I'm gonna delete the first few entries on life.in.a.blog
    They just don't belong here anymore. And I really don't feel like it's useful to me or anyone else in any way.
    The writing's bad, the content's irrelevant and to be honest - I just don't want it on here anymore.
    This blog, next to Leaving New York City, has grown so much since I first created it. It's grown in a way I never thought would be possible.
    However small or improvised my posts on here are, I always feel like every post has something to say, a message, or even just a certain mood and feeling about it.

    The first entries just don't have that.
    Fair enough - this was never meant to be what it became, and it quite fulfilled the empty purpose it had in the beginning.
    But now I just feel like it's dragging the whole thing down.
    Like that one CD you bought long time ago that was okay at the time but doesn't have anything to do with your taste in music nowadays.
    Or that dress you thought looked cute but never ended up wearing cause it just never felt right.

    Yeah... Some posts will have to go.

  • Twenty-six.

    I need to write.

    Blah blah blah.
    Write write write.

    It’s my life.

    Ramble on.

    What do I have to say?
    Nothing.

    But just the clicking of the keyboard, the feeling of my fingers on the keys...
    It’s what I want to make a living of.

    Life. Love. Hate. Money. Love. Life.
    Music.
    Art.
    Friends.
    Love?
    Not physical love. Not boyfriend love.
    World love.
    I love you, world.
    I love you, sun.
    I love you, rain.
    I love you, inspiration.
    I love you, cat.

    Ramble on.

    Life.
    Good?
    Sometimes.
    One word sentences.
    Space.
    Think.
    Air.

    I like this.
    Writing.
    Without beginning.
    Without end.
    Well...
    Is this the end?
    The end is the end.
    The beginning is up there.

    Words.
    Letters.
    The Alphapet.
    A
    B
    C
    D
    E
    F
    G
    H
    I
    J
    K
    L
    M
    N
    O
    P
    Q
    R
    S
    T
    U
    V
    W
    X
    Y
    Z

    It’s all there. The very essence of every single word in the world. 26.
    Twenty-six.
    That’s it.

    That’s all I need.
    That’s all I need for rants, love letters, complaints and confessions.
    All there.

    26.
    Twenty-six.

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