A long time ago I had a vision.
It was right after I visited Scotland for the first time when I told my mum that at some point in my life I want to live there.
Now I'm here.
I had a hard time finding out what my passion is. My real passion. Not just a fantasy of becoming a famous rockstar - no, something I actually can and want to achieve.
For years I was spinning around in circles, not getting to the solution, when in fact, it was right there all the time.
All the time it was right in front of my face, looking at me.
The reason I never even considered it was because it came so naturally to me. It wasn't some particular skill, it wasn't really one of my hobbies, I just did it. Without thinking. To me it was as natural as... breathing. You don't think about breathing. You just do it. As I do it right now.
I met a lot of awesome people today. I got confronted with a huge wave of something that was lacking in my life for far too long and the worst thing about it - it's entirely my fault. Today I learned a whole lot, and in minutes, even seconds, I got welcomed into this awesome group of people. I got invited to their place, so full of purity, natural joy and love that it moved me to tears.
I listened a lot.
Years ago I had a vision of living in Scotland.
Now I have a vision, too. Nothing that I want to do or that would be cool if I achieved it. No... that's fantasy.
It's something that I am going to do. Fact.
I am going to be a writer.
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