After two weeks of excrusciating illness, not being able to sleep, nor breathe or swallow normally, not being able to stand on my feet for more than a couple of minutes without being exhausted, after all this I’m finally here again. Back from the dead. Walking, not very fast yet, but walking. And it feels so fucking good. Seriously, after two weeks lying in your bed and just praying for it to get better, being able to sleep the whole night through without waking up even once seems like a little miracle. And it feels just as good as one!
But enough of all that ill-talk. Here’s some updates:

I moved my stuff into the flat! I’m officially gonna move in on Saturday, as I have a contract with the host family till then but OMG seriously how cool is that?! And the best:

I’M GONNA HAVE INTERNET 24/7!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That’s actually the part I’m most excited about. I mean, I’ve been tied to my bed for the last two weeks, that means no internet for two weeks, you can imagine how I feel. Especially cause I’m in desperate need of a new myspace layout!!! It’s driving me crazy that I can’t look at it and I can’t do anything about it! But soon everything’s gonna get better... (And yeah, I guess you can call me an internet addict. But we all knew that before, didn’t we?)

Oh and by the way: I got a job. It’s at a coffee shop which is gonna open its first cafe in 1 1/2 weeks. It’s called Coffee Republic and I’m really excited about it cause everything’s gonna be fresh and new and the company’s just about to start in Edinburgh so it’s really exciting for them as well and everyone’s just gonna be excited and yeah. Exciting :]

Tomorrow’s technically my last day of school. I’m not gonna go as I’m actually still officially sick... I have a doctor’s certificate for two weeks. Kinda weird though... not going to school anymore. It’s really like a small re-enacting of finishing high school. Like... you go to school and suddenly it’s finished and you’ve got to move on... and that’s exactly what you do. And that’s what I’m gonna do. I mean, hell, I moved into a flat and I’m gonna start working full time for the first time in my life starting in 1 1/2 weeks! That’s moving on if you ask me. Oh and the cool thing is: I have one week off! Off everything! Cause school’s finished and work doesn’t start until next next Monday! So I’m just gonna play tourist for a week. FINALLY. I’ve been nine weeks in this beautiful city and I haven’t even visited the castle. Shame on me.

Alrighty, I’m gonna go watch Notting Hill now... I never get tired of it.
„I’m just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her...“
Now that’s mayor aww-ness!

Much love from the alive
Toni
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